Holly Madison To Let Out True Feelings About Hugh Hefner's Engagement

Hugh Hefner's former number one girlfriend Holly Madison was emotional upon learning that he has asked her current number one, Crystal Harris, to be his wife. Holly said that congratulating the Playboy honcho was "awkward but good."

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The 31-year-old reality TV star officially became one of Hef's girlfriends in 2001 and became his number one girlfriend the following year. She retained that title until 2008.

She had been pretty vocal about wanting to marry the octogenarian and have his children. But for the 84-year-old Hef, who has been married twice before, "marriage isn't part of my puzzle."

So it's just natural that Holly was emotional when Hef announced on Twitter that he is marrying the younger Crystal, who is just 24. And while everybody is congratulating him online, the "Holly's World" star said that she preferred to confront him personally while the cameras of her reality show is filming.

She told People magazine, "After I heard about it, I wanted to save my feelings for the show. I wanted to confront Hef and just get all my feelings out there rather than make a statement."

The episode has already filmed, and will be aired January 29 on E! It will show viewers how she truly feels about the upcoming nuptials of the longtime ex-boyfriend who refused to marry her.

She said of the meeting, "It was definitely awkward, but good. A lot of people congratulated him on Twitter, but for me, it was such a personal thing. I wanted to go there."