I like it    I don't like it

My life is an open book of changes
And this just occured to me
I dream of all these different places
That I would rather be

I know that all I want is to be a man
Who is certain with himself
My battles arent won (2x)
Until Im certain with myself

Its hard for me to feel this anymore
Where have the feelings gone

I need to stop myself from hiding
Ive been down for far too long
I know these worries of mine
They wont change like the world Im in
How do I change myself