I started out on the wrong foot, now Im not myself
I am jekyll, I am hyde, found this place to hide, come seek me
Oh, so up and down, so back and forth, so insecure
Cant get this taste out of my mouth, swallow it down, pretend

And hold it, hold it all in
Let it build up, oh, build a bomb
And blow it, blow it away
And clear it all out, just end it

Im just a normal person without those problems, when did it change?
Admission so embarrassing, Im on the verge of tears again

Ill hold it, Ill hold it all in
Ill let it build up, oh, build a bomb
And blow it, blow it away
And clear it all out, just end it

Oh look, I took the band aid off. did I take it off too soon
Hysterical confession, my big courage is blue

Dont gasp at the predictable, a comforting lie cant last
Preordained checklist of this awkward love its so sad

Oh, hold it, hold it all in
Let it build up, oh, build a bomb
And blow it, blow it away
And clear it all out, just end it
And sort it, sort it out
Oh, just give it back, no thank you
And toss it, toss it away
Eliminate, just give up

I, I cant decide this tug of war
Im feeling weak, yeah